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I hate myself for everything.
I hate myself for wanting to cut.
I hate myself for stopping.
I hate myself for never being enough,
Never pretty enough,
Never skinny enough,
Never smart enough,
Never nice enough,
Never clever enough,
Never happy enough.
I hate myself because I can't have fun anymore.
I hate myself because my self image has become so bad,
All I want to do is hurt myself.
I hate everything about me,
my hair,
my eyes,
my smile,
my teeth,
my body,
my personality.
I am a shell.
My friends don't notice,
my downward spiral,
my self destruction,
my slow path toward death.
How could they?
We have no classes together,
We never see each other.
I guess,
I really am,
going to die alone,
and depressed.
The scary thing is,
I want to die.
I hate myself for wanting to cut.
I hate myself for stopping.
I hate myself for never being enough,
Never pretty enough,
Never skinny enough,
Never smart enough,
Never nice enough,
Never clever enough,
Never happy enough.
I hate myself because I can't have fun anymore.
I hate myself because my self image has become so bad,
All I want to do is hurt myself.
I hate everything about me,
my hair,
my eyes,
my smile,
my teeth,
my body,
my personality.
I am a shell.
My friends don't notice,
my downward spiral,
my self destruction,
my slow path toward death.
How could they?
We have no classes together,
We never see each other.
I guess,
I really am,
going to die alone,
and depressed.
The scary thing is,
I want to die.
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Lonely.
Ok, so I'm lonely. I get lonely sometimes- most of us do.
It doesn't hurt any more- meaning that I must be 'over it'. Even if I, believe it was a stupid thing to be 'into' in the first place.
It was new to me, to find someone so much like myself- I liked that.
I also liked taking care of you. I liked feeling wanted- needed. I guess, in some strange way, I miss that.
I miss having someone lie next to me, and wrap their arms around me. I miss feeling cared for, loved, important, special, safe.
I only need some company. Someone to stay the night.
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Are You?
When I'm thinking of you,
Literature
A Reason to Live
Please wipe your tears
Next time you cry
Stand up strong, revitalize
Cause when you feel
You've lost it all
And you're just about
To take the fall
When you think
That no one cares
When you wonder
Why life's not fair
Please remember
What's in my eyes
You're the reason
That I'm alive...
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I love that piece, I just love it... And you know what? I hate myself, more than anything else. I love people around me, but hate myself deeply and passionately. But... I never hated you, as you hate yourself. I send you my warm hugs dear