Contradictions

It feels as if I'm drowning,

  breathing, without breathing.



It feels as if I'm falling,

falling, from nothing.



It feels as if I'm bleeding,

bleeding, without wounds.



It feels as if I'm sleeping,

sleeping without rest.



It feels as if I'm crying,

crying, without tears.



It feels as if I'm living,

living, without life.



It feels as if I'm dying,

dying, without death.



It feels as if I'm done.

Done, without relief.